An empty fate just means an even score.

hmmmm

2006-04-08T20:15:07Z

Who really uses livejournal anymore?

farsidem4 @ 2005-05-07T19:32:00

2005-05-08T02:32:45Z

http://www.people.virginia.edu/~bmg8c/4600399.htm

Greatest. Image. Ever.

2005-03-31T05:29:38Z

Fuck the cut. This deserves an entry all to itself.

farsidem4 @ 2005-03-13T17:21:00

2005-03-13T23:25:02Z

lets dance while we still can, these days are numbered short
we can watch moments pass or we can see them as our last and take them for all they're worth
so lets dance while we can throw caution to the wind and roll on full force until drained
so that burn remains through worst of times and not wait for another day
or for the perfect day to up and rise

we never know what new days take so why waste all the hours to grow with those we know
and i'm asking why we waste time alone when we should know to roll on full force
and take advantage of these days that shape our lives
and not wait for another day just because we have not enough time to roll on full force
till drained so that burn remains through worst of times
and not wait another day or for the perfect day to up
and rise off my ass out my front door and up to yours
to sit down with a fucking cup of coffee and shoot the shit

farsidem4 @ 2005-03-03T20:54:00

2005-03-04T05:04:40Z

So I'll be back in Indiana from the 9th until the 15th. Looking forward to this little vacation. Get to see my mom, the new dog, my old boss, "the guys" and so on..

Not much else is all that new.. Things with Nicole are great.. 6 months so far.. Work has had its ups and downs but hopefully it will stabalize itself soon.

Oh I accidently killed several people on Tuesday but more about that when I have time and things clear up.

farsidem4 @ 2005-01-14T14:23:00

2005-01-14T22:24:07Z

Greatest shirt ever.

Voluptuous black women on skinny white guys inside XXX

2005-01-08T09:14:09Z

I'm going to be on Judge Judy. Along with my mom and Geoff if I can ever get a hold of him. Filming and the actual "hearing" is on May 23rd. The episode airs June 14th.

farsidem4 @ 2005-01-07T13:06:00

2005-01-07T21:08:32Z

Some financial establishment needs to give me a credit card. Now.

Nothing purposeful

2005-01-03T09:17:03Z

Give it a sec to load then click anywhere to watch.

We can watch moments pass or we can see them as our last and take them for all they're worth

2004-12-11T01:49:30Z

My mom had to put my dog of 14 years to sleep this evening. Quite depressing.

RIP Murph

Blar..

2004-11-27T22:16:15Z

Well.. This weekend out here was rather uneventful, and fairly depressing. Last night Geoff and I were supposed to go to the L&L in Chicago but I ended up getting sick.. This morning my mom and I were supposed to go to downtown Chicago for some shopping, but again, I was sick.. We also found out that my dog of 14 years has kidney failure..

Look's like I won't be coming back here for Christmas either since ticket prices are fucking rediculous now. I'll be coming back in mid January for 5 or 6 days though. Just hope my dog is still around then.

It's going to be a different Christmas. Looks like I'll be spending it with Nicole and her family, hopefully.

Well.. I am going to attempt to go shopping with my mom and then catch Geoff at work so him and I can go out and have one last fun night for awhile.

Hope everyone else's Thanksgiving weekend went ok.

Hit em up.. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..

2004-11-16T09:04:13Z

I wcame out $27 ahead tonigt at the casino. I think i may aquit my job and gamle all day long.

Somweone bring me my grlfriend please, I miss her.

An empty fate just means an even score.

2004-11-11T22:43:22Z

Just doing a general census here.

How many people that read this are happy with where they are in life, and proud of who they have become so far?

Comment please.

It's still raining.

2004-11-08T10:03:11Z

I fucking have the best girlfriend ever.

That is all.

EDIT:

I found a couple of Hot Water Music's old side-projects/previous bands.

One being "The Blacktop Cadence" (their old website is here). Pretty good. Kind of mellow. Consists of George and Chris. Check out one of the MP3's here: http://www.noidearecords.com/bands/releases/blacktop_chemistry.html (download "The Last Night.. After I Bought the Wine")

Then there is "Rumbleseat" which is consists of Chris and Chuck. Its all accoustic but its damn good accoustic. They've got one MP3 on that site and another one over here called California Burritos (wtf).

Not that many of you care but hey.. Check it out anyway.

Happy.. late.. Halloween..

2004-11-01T10:09:24Z

Nice relaxing Halloween spent with the girlfriend =) Great weekend overall. Indian food > You.

I'll leave you with a picture and some entertaining comics that you need to laugh at behind the cut.

Awww.. Nicole drew the HWM logo freehand and I carved it. She did the Alk3 one. How cute. And Stuff.

kittenhammer sent me a link to the following which made me laugh. A lot. Well... Yea.. A lot.

Oh and Dan got a new car. A 1997 Formula Firebird. RWD 285 hp and 325 ft-lbs of Torque. Good buy. I'm jelous.

Ah and I'll be back in Indiana from the 24th until the 28th for anyone that cares. Ok, enough rambling and incomplete sentances. Goodnight.

Old school reasons...

2004-10-29T07:37:46Z

For those of you from Valpo that still read this and remember all the fun we had a Bill's old apartment, I finally got around to putting all of the pictures back online.

You can find them all at http://www.elementweb.com/billsplace/

Enjoy. Or don't.

farsidem4 @ 2004-10-28T21:28:00

2004-10-29T04:29:45Z

Its been awhile..

2004-10-25T08:21:11Z

Great weekend.

Didn't do anything really exciting, it was just peaceful and relaxing Went to Irvine Friday, picked up Nicole and brought her back here, to my place. Saturday Bill and I had a project for work to do. That took us about 7 hours, but it went rather smoothly. Came home to find Nicole cleaned and cooked while we were gone. *shocked* We had the fucking best chicken enchiladas ever, accompanied by homemade guacamole and salad. Best girlfriend. Ever. After dinner and what-not, the three of us went and saw The Grudge. Creepy movie with a shitty plot. Worth the money though. After the movie we came home and crashed. Today, I did pretty much.. absolutly nothing.. Slept till noonish.. Layed around.. Fell back asleep at 2ish.. woke up at 3:30ish.. Fell back asleep around 4:30.. Woke up about 6 and the three of us went and got some Pizza. After pizza I took Nicole back to UCI and now I'm here.. Getting ready to pass out.

All in all things are going great out here. I get homesick for maybe 20 minutes or so each day, but I've been so busy I don't really have much time to miss shit. Bill and I are doing great with the company, I'm not having to really worry about money anymore and Nicole and I are doing great. Hell, I was even able to open another checking account out here. Hah. Suckers. I'm rambling on now. Its past my bed time folks. I'll update more frequently.. or.. something..

...toodles...

Always remember there's no point to surrender....

2004-09-29T21:17:49Z

So here I am. California. I couldn't be happier with my decision to move out here. I figured on my way down here it would either turn out to be the best or worst decision I will ever make. So far it looks like the best. I can't wait to see what the future holds for me out here.

Honestly I don't think it could get much better. I'm with the most amazing girl I've met in 21 years, I've got an awesome condo, great job, great roomate/friend/partner in business... and fuck, right now, I see this outside my office window. It's fucking paradise.

Of course I do miss a few people from Indiana (and IL) and my family, but I'll see them soon enough.

For all the pics from my trip check out http://www.elementweb.com/california

More to come.

Hope everyone back home is doing ok.

farsidem4 @ 2004-09-23T15:50:00

2004-09-23T20:53:13Z

Happy 21st Birthday, Robert Daniel Newhart. Hope its a good one.

Since false idol gods have nothing figured out... Nothing at all...

2004-09-14T17:30:46Z

In less then two weeks I am gone. On to a better life. A good friend, nice place to live, amazing girlfriend and a prodigious job await 2064 miles away.

I'll admit I'm a bit nervous, but events in the past months have helped make up my mind for me. There is just about nothing more for me here in Indiana. Friends have changed (or given in) and moved on. The stupid things we used to do just don't entertain us anymore. Everything out here has lost its luster. Not that it had much of one to begin with, but now its just.. gone. I'm tired of going through all the trouble and "hush hush-don't tell" to have a good time with my friends. I've taken all I can for my job and the ignorant people that I'm leaving behind there.

I probably sound like I'm trying to justify the doubts in my mind that I [don't] have. But I'm not. At all. The opportunity of a lifetime awaits, and in no way am I going to pass it up. There is so much more to lose by staying here.

hahaha..haha...aaaahaha.. hah..

2004-09-03T04:15:09Z

I really shouldn't laught at this. I really shouldn't. I'm a terrible terrible person I know.

http://www.kidsofwidneyhigh.com/

So I'm moving in 2 weeks. To Palm Springs, California. :)

wtf...

2004-08-31T14:24:23Z

So on my way to work today I'm at the intersection of Lincolnway and Chicago (or is it Jefferson?) for those of you who know where that is.. There is a Chevy S10 in front of me that pulls out right into traffic and rails a Ford Escort.. The guy gets out.. Looks at his truck.. looks at the car he just hit.. Hops back in his truck and speeds away.. So I ask everyone if they are ok and decided to follow the dude in the S10.. I call the cops and end up doing over a buck ten keeping up with this guy.. Finally 4 Porter County Sheriff's meet us near Wheeler on 130.. 3 of them go after the guy.. 1 of them pulls me over.. I figure he's just going to get a report from me.. No.. the fucker screams at me and asks me if I knew how fast he clocked me at.. "109. Thats reckless driving BOY." Now I was in a shitty enough mood as it was because I just woke up like that so yea. So I just politely asked him "why do you have to be an asshole about it, I was just trying to be a good citizen and help"... I proceed to get bitched at for a good 10 min on how I should let them do their job and that I was endangering peoples lives just as much as the guy involved in the hit and run was... So after he took down the police report he handed me a seatbelt violation for $50.. Who the fuck does that.. *angst*

This isn't going to be a good day.

Holy fuck..

2004-08-30T05:17:37Z

Anyone else watch the VMA's? I just turned it on after I got out of the shower and they were giving out the awards for best video game soundtrack.. Tony Hawk Pro Skater 4 won and they played Remedy by HWM. Awesome.

That is all.

Oh and download this. For some reason I can't stop laughing at it.

Soft and only you

2004-08-26T18:15:23Z

Yes. I just had the most amazing weekend with the most amazing person.. ever..

I'll write more when my mind decides to work. I've yet to sleep in the past 28 hours so.. yea.. I'm kind of tired.